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A Theory : Everything?

I always hate watching weak woman being a heroin in movies. Especially in romantic movies, it would never favored me. Indeed, I feel at worst when  I lost or give others trouble because I believe I should stand on my own and I would try. I used to label myself as pathetic.Thus,for me the best is to watch cartoon or royal families, also in cartoon. At least I know it is all fiction and have magic to make me live in my dream . Back to the matter in hands, last Friday I watched a biography movie; The Theory of Everything (2014).On the whole, this is the story of a great physicist named Stephen Hawking (Eddie Redmayne) from his young adult until he turned white with his beautiful wife, Jane (Felicity Jones). To be honest, I did not know any of them until I watched this movie and search on their names afterwards. In my opinion, Eddie who played as Stephen is truly a great actor. He makes me cried internally, no, it is really heartbreaking to see him getting the severe disease yet h
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My Queen

She is worth more than anything in this world because she is my lovely Queen. She has the strongest spirits to build her own family even though without the King's presence. She is my mother of beauty and patience. I called her as Mama but everyday i want to tell her that she is always my Queen. Her favorites : chocolates, cheese and coconut shake. I love music; however, my mother loves nasyid. She taught us to stay away from high-calorie beverages because she used to be fat when she was younger. I still remember when she said, " I cannot give you everything in this life unless you put your own effort to get something but remember, Allah is there to hear you". She put her own life to bear me as her daughter yet I have nothing to offer her as a reward. I found an interesting quote from my favorite teenage novel- Smiles To Go by Jerry Spinelli  "Wrinkles will only go where the smiles have been" (Spinelli , 2008). I wish I could be the reason for my mother's smi

Wolf, Me.

People think loner wolf howls to the moon yet this is not the truth. Wolves howl while rising their head to make it sounds better and louder. It is relatable to my personality which people always misunderstood. Indeed, people judge us like they know us well. I believe that wolf is my spirit animal in order to give me inner strength while facing this adventurous life. Most of their traits are similar to my personality such as intuitive ability, possessive and dominant. I used to follow my intuition in making decisions but I am little bit impulsive. My possessiveness  lead me to not willing to shares my properties such as as my parents, siblings and friends and I see them as my wolf pack or crossing my territory even my table section. I am not yet being too dominant but I want to rule my own world where I would make it by myself. Every wolf pack has its leader called Alpha and I need to be strong enough to be like one. I had read that young wolf tend to leave its pack due to seek of fr